Thursday, September 12, 2013

(To Be)



The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks

            Take away all you love and with what’s left
            that’s why I miss you so much

            Take away the future tense, which is not, after all, the future
            and take away the destination which is not a place
            despite its name

The place I miss

            (The pieces that remain can decide where that is)

I am ready for the two-for-one special on forgiveness


That flesh is heir to;

            Does everyone imagine
                        living here?
Everyone’s hair is compelling, everyone’s pants
                        fit better than mine
            Everyone pants

            Since there is no story the story never ends

Does everyone / actually a commodity / have to take them somewhere?
Does everyone / in necessity, absence / dance in the background


                                    ‘tis a consummation

            The opposite of incineration has the same final outcome (absence)
            The opposite of absence is being somewhere else              entirely
            The opposite of entirety is incomplete        and therefore        never ends

How does everyone stand this?

In fact, how does everyone stand, with all this gravity pulling us down?

            The opposite of stand is refuse, the opposite of stand
            is lie, the opposite of stand is disobey, the opposite
            of stand is reject, resist, shun

The opposite of gravity is light.


Devoutly to be wish’d.

            Take away possibility and in its place
            put light.

            Take away light and in its place
put rejection.

Take away rejection and in its place
put all you love, put pants that fit.

Take away the pieces that remain and in their place, the place I miss,
put the heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks.