To/At/Of/From

some random gorgeousness prosaic – the indentation

of other furniture has not yet subsided the echo

lacks authority; I do not doubt

what it is I smell but I doubt its significance

I doubt its lack of speed and its repetition

I doubt the indentation it has not finished making

yet I don’t let go

I find things to fill this space, I tell

the same story over and over and over again, and this is sung, rolling

over and over

like a lawnmower or a cement truck

(seeing is )

Seeing is pretending

And oh, you shouldn’t have told me

myriads of myriads of

really

you should not have told me these things because I will remember them

forever