Saturday, March 21, 2015

Equation



Hunger is a variable or hunger
is a given. Let time
equal patience. Let patience equal
anything but virtue unless you are Chaucer in which case anything
but vertu engendred. Let the flowers
just be over there. I have forgotten
what goes on the left and what on the right side
but I remember
the equals sign goes in the middle.

Atlas of the Opaque



 North of the House:

From a distance the lights
  looked slightly surreal but as one (read: I) got closer the artifice
became apparent. The music, or soundtrack of any sort, was not
  just inadequate but entirely absent. A few people awkwardly dressed milled about;
     a few occasional halfhearted woohoos
            drifted…

You may have surmised I was not impressed.
You may have surmised I would rather
            dance in the kitchen than eat my dinner hot anyway.

I had, however, removed the wasp nest and seen two owls take flight.
The day was completed if not complete.

Oh, reminiscence. How I haven’t missed you.

(because I neglected)



            
because I neglected to look
at the illustration when I would have been instructed I imagined
the image instead and what I saw
was alive

itself

there was no shelf, no wall, and the green
was green and the yellow was yellow and there
were eyes, I knew
a different bird and a different boy

because I skipped this instance like a stone skips
over water

oh, I have not become accustomed
to headlights and sirens
still bring an odd relief that I need not respond

because I neglected to respond

what’s gone is not gone
but is somewhere inaccessible

this brightness must dissemble

because I grasp like a reproduction of the original
like a stone, yellow and green
like a different boy and a bird

like sirens (you decide what kind)
calling


Sunday, March 15, 2015

(the world as we know it)



The world as we know it
   is always ending

and

  the way to manage a project is the opposite
    of the way to live
fully

The world is always ending and it is therefore
   always beginning again

Nothing comforts me