Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Allegiance



or, Light and Very Small Things


I suppose I’ll have to read you after all
I’ll have to suspend my belief

(now’s when all those things our former lovers said about us—
now’s when we can say them about each other)

oh, darkness, begin again
begin to torment me properly

I suppose I’ll have to pledge
I’ll have to consider the average size of the new American house
I’ll have to answer you someday and I’ll have to find some excuse
            I mean explanation

I suppose the flag—though it is still not illegal to burn—
I suppose the flag, like the rest of us, would like to win
the “cerveza” prize for literature
            among other things

other things it stands for (other things
it can’t stand)
because it can’t stand on its own

it is just not enough anymore to have been somewhere
to have seen something, to have tasted, have barked, have spit out
it is not enough it is

indivisible?
divisive?
crosswise/invisible

and yet it has to stand
it has to stand for something